public affair

okay,

it appears i have upset a very important person. i shall keep them unnamed. but you know who you are, and i know you are reading this.... so listen up.

i am sorry if i offended you. i am sorry if i hurt you. i know you are 'emotional' right now and i know you are stressed out. it was very selfish on my part to think only of myself-and speak 'publicly' of it....

i am so very exicted for this day, and cant wait to be a part of it. i want it to be everything-and more. so-anything that i can do to make it that way, i want to do.... the last thing you need, i know, is to worry about stuff like this. so, i am sorry. i know this maybe doesnt automatically 'fix it', or isnt a band-aid, but now 'all those people' who have said stuff to you, also know that i am sorry.....

i love you.