agh

my dear jaelynn was an angel this morning....she got all ready for school-dressed, hair fixed and all without fussing once!however she began stressing about sleeping at aunt casie and uncle charlie's tomorrow-that she HAD to be packed before we left for school for this event tomorrow night. even though i kept trying to tell her that we could do this later, or even tomorrow-she began to cry, yes cry-bc she didn't think we were gonna have enough time. *sigh* rather than argue-i helped her pack her bag....what a hunny.

what is it about 'that time of the month' that just makes you hate the world? so i call the pharmacy this morning on my way to work to refill a prescription and the pharmacists asks me when id like it filled. i respond with-well, whenever its ready-im out of it....she then says, well- today, tommorow....ummmmmm-hello. 'whenever its ready, im out of it' to me means AS SOON AS ITS READY. whatever.

i call kelly to let him know i am gonna stop by for a minute to see emersyn. call his cell-no answer. take a deep breath (bc i know hes home-hes just not answering the phone). call the house. yell on the answering machine for him to pick up the phone.....(he doesnt)grr. wait 5 min....call again.....nope. whatever. now im pissed. (i know this is dumb-im WAY overreacting-but this is one of my BIGGEST pet peeves. ask anyone who knows me well.) so i just head over there-i know hes home....i know as soon as i see emersyn, all will be well in the world. she melts my heart. i walk in and shes jumpin around and has the biggest smile on her face. time stops-very briefly, however bc kelly tries to attack me with a peanut butter kiss. ew. i HATE the smell/taste of peanut butter. it makes me gag. he proceeds to poke at me and pick on me-knowingly irritating the crap out of me bc he knows i am irritable....but i love him soooo. and i sit down and emersyn comes and climbs on my lap with her little hippo figurine-she has a fetish for small figurines, she takes them everywhere. she also has a fetish with baby wipes, she likes the smell and feel. she even sleeps with them-if i let her. (its just not worth the fight...) and i feel my irritation drain from my body....life IS good.it really is. my babies are healthy, i have an amazing boyfriend-who takes good care of me and my babies, my family is fabulous. even as i re-read this, i think of how ridiculous i sound (very whiny, huh) and realize how good i got it. i am so lucky. :) and yes....i apologized to kell for being so cranky.....

its that time of year in the operating room-the surgeons all buy lunch for xmas and today i got olive garden for lunch. THAT is the icing on the cake....