bitten by....the baby bug????

yep, i have been.....leah had her baby! adler jesus kirkland made his appearance on friday evening. he is precious. ironically, this is the day that leah and brandon were set to move into their new house. so....while they were in the hospital in labor, we (family) moved them in! what a weekend. i spent it trying to help get the house ready for them to come home. so it was super busy and exhausting....but so worth it, i know how overwhelming it is having a new baby-and on top of it having a new house to have to unpack and settle into, i cant imagine.... so ive been trying to help leah out as much as possible.

but yes...hanging out with leah and baby adler has made me long for another baby....*sigh*. and i never thought id say this, but a baby boy would be nice. of course, a healthy baby is all i want, but i always pictured myself with all girls. until now....a little boy would to roughen up the roost would be fun. but, dont worry family, itll be a while. kell and i want to have a baby right away after we get married, but we have decided that we need to wait a bit until we are a bit more secure financially. and there is the issue of space....my house is soo small. so, we have to decide where we would put a little peanut. we have talked about adding on to the house, or waiting to move. so lots to think about....:( but i know God has a plan for us and it will all fall into place when the time is right....but yes, the baby bug has bitten me.....and it doesnt help that EVERYONE i know is prego or has just had a baby....agh.

i havent done a job update in a while....probably bc there really isnt much to update....its hard to not be frustrated. i have had several interviews-some of which have gone really well. i feel like i am a good interviewer, (not to toot my own horn), but still no job. i just wish i could grab them by the lapels and say, 'listen, give me a CHANCE! i promise, you wont be disappointed.' i have so much to prove. i miss being a nurse, i miss taking care of people and i miss making a difference. i have been trusting that God has a plan for me, but....what? i dont know. anyway--keep praying for me.....

thats all i got. off to bed.