mass chaos

im home from georgia. but...i still havent gotten to see my kids. i got really sick when i was down in georgia. fever, sore throat, chest congestion, short of breath, the whole nine. i figured it was just from lack of sleep, the different 'allergens' in the air, ,etc. i went to the dr. straight from the airport. due to the fact that i had all these symptoms and had been traveling among international travelers at an airport, they tested me for the swine flu. i was at the drs. office for over an hour. they did a bunch of blood work, tested me for 3 different types of flus, a chest xray and the list goes on. the swine flu test has to go to the state lab-so it takes a few days before you get the results. until i get the results, i have to be 'quarantined'. which means i cant see or be around anyone. very unnerving, especially since i was around 3 pregnant people this past weekend. i dont remember being this sick in a looonngg time. i have lost my voice, so even talking on the phone is hard, b/c it requires a lot of energy.

it really sucks. i miss my kids sooo much. and kelly. kell came over to pick up some clothes for jae, and i got to look at them thru the window of the car. i felt like i was in jail, looking at them thru the glass partition....hopefully tomorrow they will have the results and they will be negative, so i can see my kids and let my friends know that everything is okay.... :/