back and ready to go....

well, im still here....i didnt cancel my internet b/c lo and behold i am still under contract. but i got a different version, so its much cheaper....this last week has been a big mess...

we changed the wedding date. to when? i dont even know....i think its 12/20/09. which is a sunday. cheaper, no minimums. not my idea and wasnt too crazy about it, but ive decided that my day will be special no matter what or where. b/c kelly will be there... (sappy i know) so i have to contact the photographer, dj and others to change the date, etc. hopefully it wont cause problems. keep your fingers crossed.

i spent the last 2 days in the hospital. with a migraine that was going on 2 weeks. i kept 'rebounding'-which is when the medicine they give you temporarily takes the headache away, only for the headache to come back even worse....so that has sucked. however, i feel WONDERFUL. today i woke up at 7am, ready to take the world on. kelly stayed at my house to make sure i was okay, and when he came out the emersyn's room this morning, he immediately could tell i was better. i have been very hesitant to not over work myself-cleaning, laundry...all the things that have piled up since being out of commission... for fear of my headache returning. they are switching some of my meds and i am watching my diet-there are certain things that can trigger migraines. i want this to be done and over with. these migraines have taken over my life and im ready to take it back.

i have a job interview this afternoon, and am very hopeful....i also am going to set forth my appeal for being terminated tomorrow. i have been working/talking with a lady from the quality dept. at my former job, and she thinks an appeal is possible. you may wonder why i want to go back to a job that fired me....well, the organization i work(ed) for is one that i have worked for the last 8 years, and is a great organization. they also pretty much 'rule' the fox cities area for jobs. so if i dont work for them, it is near impossible to find a job.

aside from that, i will be spending the next couple weeks getting healthy, finding a job and getting in touch with the appropriate people to make changes for the wedding date....say a prayer for a job and continuing with good health......i need it.