aspiring to be, to have, to do....

well, eventually, i want to start posting on wedding stuff, but since i still have no job--all wedding stuff is still kinda on hold...granted, we are still getting married on 12.20.09...but planning is halted.....i guess its kinda a good thing that i planned everything really early-b/c everything is pretty much already done....just small things...but its depressing to talk about it right now when i have no income :/ my appeal is still in process.... and while i have found a job with a healthcare staffing agency--yeah for that, there is NO work. so i decided to make a list of my ten year goals/dreams, lofty i know....but i dont really have anything else to post about tonight....

-get my masters. this was supposed to happen quite soon-but is now on hold with me losing my job...so i dont know when ill go back to school..

-get out (and stay out) of debt!

-go on more mission trips. specifically, take my family on one of two so they can have the opportunity to witness God's word to those who have never heard of Him. also- go to the sahara desert on a misson trip.

-adding to that--medical missions, the one trip i took was a medical mission trip, i would love to do more of that as well.

-sell this house and buy a 'new' house.

-travel with the kids. it doesnt have to be far, just be able to GO somewhere....i dont have the means to do that now....

-have ONE more baby.

-run a full marathon.

-buy a cottage/beach house or something of the sort. (this may be more than ten years....)

-take road trips across the country as a family.

-move down south.

-win the lottery. (:))


ahhh. hm. stumped now. all these ideas were coming to me before i started writing and now i cant think of anymore.....i know i have more, but im getting tired. *yawn*....