the list

bipolar-ness is gone....on the rag.... feeling sappy....so, here are my reasons i know the boy is 'the one.'

i can fart around him
he just gets me.
we always have a BLAST!
he is a phenomenal father
he is so patient
puts up with my crap (aka my 'bipolarness')
he takes my gargage out
i can poop with him in the bathroom.
hes sensitive
he thinks im beautiful-fluff and all
our chemistry is amazing. (cant wait for our wedding night)
even though jaelynn isn't 'his', he treats her like his own and refers to the kids as 'OUR children' and calls jae 'his daughter'.
he cleans
hes a neat freak
hes a momma's boy
he has a great body (!)
treats me like gold
loves God
knows my deepest and darkest secrets-and still loves me.
he buys me tampons
he carries my purse
because when i am with him, nothing else matters.
he gives me a peace ive never known before
he doesnt take me for granted.
he makes me a better person.
i can be unshowered and makeupless around him and not care about how i look....


these are just some...of the many.... *sigh* i know, sappy. did it make you gag? i cant help it...i am jsut so lucky.

btw.....the whole thing with emersyn??? she DOES have a UTI-and a BAD one.... agh. not gonna get into all the details-bc we'll be here all night, but lets just say....i am sooo glad she is sleeping thru the night again. i feel so bad for her though....this has been a traumatic experience for her...and she still lhas to go in tommorow for her last shot. :(. they are gonna do some further testing once shes done w/antibiotics due to her young age and having a UTI.....make sure nothing is 'anatomically' abnormal....shes still quite sick. she is in good spirits, however, she has only peed 2 times in 24 hours.....poor baby.