pms- (post man syndrome)

post getting a man, that is...

so, as a 27 year old woman, i have endured the throes of PMS for...lets see...just short of 16 years. its one of my favorite excuses.....'oh leave me alone, im PMS-ing', or 'agh, im soo bloated-im pms-ing', (you get the gists...)however, i have noticed that for the first time ever- i am REALLY suffereing from PMS. interestingly enough, it seems like my 'symptoms' have gotten worse in the last year. ironically, the last year has consisted of me and kell getting back together. ironic or no? hm. i find myself finding the dumbest and stupidest things to get irritated at him for. and its like i have no control over it. in my mind-im saying, 'come on t, seriously...'but the devil thats sitting on my shoulder is saying, 'hes such a terd...its all his fault, etc'... in talking with my girlfriend meg, she said she noticed the SAME thing! i couldnt believe it! and was secretly relieved to know im really not bipolar! it seems that our men seem to bring out the bitch in ourselves.... is it just our men? or-is it all men, rather??? can someone please shed some light on this...

i am going for my physical today....eh. dreading getting on the scale....weight watchers is goin okay- 7lbs....and ALOT to go....you know, you'd think they'd give you something a little more comfortable than the paper gowns they make you get in-completely naked underneath. i mean, its rough on the skin and so very unfashionable...and they keep the rooms FREEZING. maybe i should consider designing a new 'gown' for drs. offices. um...not so much. ill stick to saving lives....

melt snow, melt.....i finally saw some ground. who knew one could be so excited about dirt and mud....