the moment we've all been waiting for?????

*****sighhhh******



the beautiful letdown.....


oh well....itll happen when its supposed to..... but he did send me some flowers-a beautiful arrangement of orchids-my fav. flowers....was kind of a butt last night....woke up feeling really bad....and it bothered me all day. i am sooo lucky. it is soooo easy to take for granted a good thing when you have it....i vow to love kell better-bc he loves me so immensely, even when im hard to love. girls, youd be jealous-im serious. not only is he some serious eyeball candy, but he has a heart of gold...*sigh* love him, LOVE him.

this body is soooo physically exhausted. i am so sleep deprived that i am getting physically ill-achy, sore throat, stuffy nose, headache from HELL, etc.....agh. but yet, here i sit at 1am-mind a million miles an hour. argh.

sister got a job in the OR-so now we will be working together. yay. am very excited. we are taking over the world. us banda chicas. watch out....maybe we should open our own 'private nursing facility'. hm....get your mind out of the gutter sicko ;)