ode to the crack feen

aghhhhh. my mind is going so fast i cant even get sentences out that make sense.....seriously. i have gotten more done in the last few days than, um, in about 4 months time. yes, it feels great. but.....im driving myself crazy. i feel like im on drugs. well. i am, i guess. but not those kind of drugs. im referring to the illegal kind. kelly says hes worried about me....bc i dont sit ALL day. today i painted the girls bedroom, took down emersyn's crib, re-arranged the play room, re-arranged the girls bedroom, folded 3 loads of laundry, cleaned the house up (again), straightend up the garage....and made 3 trips to 3 different stores....whew. i kinda like this medicine....ive been so productive! and i have so much energy. but when it comes time to sleep-i cant stop my mind. or sleep. like clock work, i have been awake-WIDE awake every night at 3:30am. and cannot fall back asleep. but i can hear.....yay. i think i have planned my whole wedding out in my awake hours in the last 5 nights... and where im gonna go on vacation this summer...you name it, i am sure its crossed this busy mind of mine...i cannot imagine what id be like if ever was a crack addict.....everyones worst nightmare im sure. i mean, i already drive people crazy enough as it is...could you picture me....scary.

so, i finally figured out how to get my pictures on this mac....i was having issues in how to 'share' them, etc. so a guy friend of mine told me to just buy a memory card reader....it worked! 486 pictures (!) and 3 1/2 hours later-i got it done.

and tomorrow is valentines day. how exciting. not so much. i guess since i have usually been single for this holiday-its really not a big deal to me....plus kelly is working 10 hour days and an hour out of town-so doesnt look like anything is in the agenda. we will probably go out on a date sometime next week....

ahhhhhhhhhh. slowly, my mind is returning to its normal state. trying to relax enough to climb in bed.....