this bed was made for me alone....

well, my bed is so not made for sharing....that is, cramped between a 6 1/2 yr old who lays sideways and a 2 1/2 who likes to be as close to you as she can. i guess i set myfelf up. i had left the windows open to get the paint fumes out, however, when it came time for bed for emersyn (first night in a 'big girl bed') i thought it was well aerated....it was finally after 9pm that i first sat down. i peeked in emersyn and-whoa-my child was probably high. the fumes were so bad. i felt sooo bad. and she was still awake ! she was just laying there-cute as a button.so i couldnt keep her in there, obviously. kelly was sleeping on my couch already and jae was in my bed, so what to do. gr. i sucked it up and me, jae and emersyn (and sampson cohabitated in my bed. i was in the middle. this is dandy. i knew i was in for a long night...at around midnight, i was still up, and made a 'bed' on the floor for jaelynn... that allowed some relief. of course, 4am was pretty much 'just around the corner'...i woke kelly up and sent him on his way to work. for all you coffee driners, you know your day just doesnt start until you get that one (or few cups of coffee). thats how i am with my morning soda. usually its diet. dr. pepper or diet coke-im really not partial, as long as it has caffeine.... i half drag myself to the fridge. open it. i rub my eyes again, and think surely HE DID NOT DRINK MY LAST soda. i look again. its gone. before i went to bed last night, there were 2 sodas left-so i wasnt worried about it. now im pissed. kelly doesnt EVER drink soda, so why now? and why TWO cans??? ugh. hes going down. now im sooo crabby. i manage to get myself moving and on my way to work i call kelly to 'yell' at him.... he greets me with a 'happy valentines baby' (enter sappiest whiny voice here from him.) 'i have a bone to pick with you....'from me. 'like you would even drink my last soda'. oops. he says. OOPS??? seriously? thats like me throwing your fresh pot of espresso away. or your morning can(s) of red bull. aggggggggggh. he asks if i feel better now that i 'yelled' at him...no i dont. i am so thirsty and i have no cash or coins to go to the soda machine. what a way to start the day....

but it is valentines day.....i should know better than to get my hopes up...but i cant help it....the beautiful letdown? we shall see.....